3 good things

1. Worked on Motion Graphics

   1. Animated Lines, Alpha Matte Circle, Finished multiple layer motion graphic scene, and started watching Stretch and Smear Text

2. I saw the 1st person I ever fell in love with on a dating app and wasn’t affected as much by it. Proof that therapy is working for me.

3. Narutooooooo DATEBAYOOOOO

I think I’m going to take a break before this class and just enjoy this time to not have to think about work or create. If I feel like creating, I will, but I’m not sure if doing the same thing over and over again is going to help me get out of this pigeon hole.

3 good things

1. People do remember me on Christmas

2. Thankful that at least I have Gemma

3. Thankful that I have a bed, more than enough food in the refrigerator, and a family that is healthy even if I feel tense.

Continued from yesterday.

My sister had a good convo today via text. She shared a lot about what she’s going through and I shared too. It was nice to have that commonality.

3 good things

1. good text exchange with my sister. Feel a lot closer to her now than I ever have

2. My friend bought me some skate wax for christmas

3. I bought a lot of food

So I saw a video from some former friends that highlighted creativity and I didn’t like it. I’m on the topic of how anger motivates me to do better. I’m going to focus on doing this class and really leveling up.

There’s only so much youtube can teach me. Today, I decided to draw. Just unrestricted, not worrying about it looking good, but rather just pushing a different kind of creativity. Usually just seeing something and drawing from it.

Kind of had an anxiety attack last night. Wasn’t so much anxiety, but more uncertainty about what to do with my Dad texting me. My sister covered for me though since she knew that I was mad.