3 good things

1. Lots of work today. Men’s Wearhouse, Bojangles, Puma, and Lowes

2. Guarantors are saying that I qualify

3. Had a phone interview screening.

Didn’t really practice typography today, but worked a lot on different projects mocking things up. I had a phone screening for an interview which I was really happy about.

I’ve been thinking about cutting my hair again. Maybe dying the ends of my hair.

We’ll see. I’m looking forward to things again. It’s wild how yesterday was so hard and now today was so good. I’m hoping this vibe continues. I really do. I hope we can get this apartment. I hope that this job turns out in my favor.

finally made a zine. just need to make things again without feeling the fear of being judged. it’s hard tho.

today has been somewhat hard. I finished all that i needed to do today, but jeez, i’m drained trying to figure out one thing which is housing in nyc.

i’m not sure where this is going to go. and i’m scared that i might end up on the streets.
all of my worst nightmares are happening right now. all right before my birthday. I want to read what my horoscope says. It’s probably something positive, but it all feels so negative right now. Reason I say I want to see my horoscope is so that I can have something to laugh at.

welp, it was a bit more depressing to look at then to laugh at. creatively, i feel a bit better.

i read somewhere that your work must pull you rather than force you. I like that vein.

Well I made something. I’m kind of scared to release anything right now. I just don’t think this is good work right now. I think it could be a lot better, but it’s whatever to be honest. I need to get back into the creative zone. I keep saying to myself that I need to get mad, but frankly I’m not.

I talked to one of my good friends, Ro, about being lazy to be angry. it’s a type of way I guess. I feel like I need to be producing cleaner work. I think this is just an exploration of things that I want to do right now. Just make shit.

I biked home really slow that day after skating.

Really rough.

3 good things

Skated with my bro Josh

Free lunch

There was a lot of work to do today.